Robert
the Bruce didn’t have a monopoly on spider meditation.
In
common with countless other people, I hate the things. I’m not really sure why, though; maybe it’s
because they’re small and scurry so quickly to and fro. Mice I can just about accept. Once, before I moved to my present home, I
watched one dashing back and forth on the kitchen worktops, before removing him
for hygiene’s sake. I recall thinking he
was quite an attractive little character.
By contrast, spiders – with apologies to any arachnophile readers – are just
plain ugly.
One
day whilst standing in the bath, I noticed a tiny spider making a steady track
across the ceiling. As I watched it, I
pondered. Allowing for my many
excursions, I reckoned that the spider probably spent more time in the flat
than I did. Would that rank him superior
in occupancy, give him some authority over me?
Then I thought, if it wasn’t for me paying the rent, setting the heating
and so on, he wouldn’t have such a pleasant time of it.
I
compared the spider’s situation vis-à-vis me to mine vis-à-vis God. I thought of God’s provision for us in this
world that we laughingly call ‘ours’.
How different, for example, would our lives be if the sun were only a few degrees
warmer or cooler? This is far easier to
imagine these days, with all the publicity about global warming,
which could soon become a real threat to our accepted way of life. I
decided that this was a good illustration of the dependence of the small on the
beneficence of the large, both in my flat and in the wider cosmos.
Then
the spider made his big mistake, dropping on an almost invisible strand of web (just as I imagine the Bruce’s friend must have done in that cave all those
centuries ago). This one didn’t struggle
to climb back up, however. He just hung
there, menacingly, at the end of the line: only a few inches in front of my
face. Calmly, I passed a hand above him,
caught the web, and deftly dropped him down the plughole. Goodbye, spider; hello, peace of mind.
Only … now I hate spiders even more for,
after a praiseworthy lesson in divine provision, in his demise this little
creature had reminded me of the horrible cruelty of my humanity, and how far we
fall short of God’s standards: how much we deserve the fullness of His
wrath. The sixth Commandment says, “Thou
shalt not kill.” (Ex. 20:13, KJV). It is
a teaching about the very sanctity of life, over and above the usual
interpretation of ‘murder’.
Isaiah tells us, “A bruised reed he will not break, and a smouldering
wick he will not snuff out.” (Is. 42:3). It’s a clear indication that God cares for
the sick, the poor and the defenceless.
These verses refer
to a ‘suffering servant’, and are generally accepted as a prophecy about Jesus. They teach us characteristics of gentleness,
encouragement, justice and truth. Matthew quoted them immediately after Jesus
had healed a man’s shrivelled hand in defiance of the Pharisees, whose view was
that this shouldn’t have been done on the Sabbath (Mt. 12:18-21).
This is about far greater things than
sparing the life of a spider. Isaiah’s
prophecy goes on to call all to serve God by many different sorts of kindness,
to shine the light of His love on all around us (vv. 6-7). But the death of that spider is a symbol of
the way that we treat this obligation so lightly as we go about our lives of
comparative luxury ... often ignoring it completely! What
chance of acquittal would we stand in the face of God’s judgment, if it were
not for Jesus’ sacrifice to cancel out our sin?